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16 Feb 2006 "I'm scared. I'm really scared...!"

There was this hospital and in this hospital was this room with a patients bed. In this bed was Hugh Laurie, only he was about 30lbs fatter. He was hooked up to drips and was looking in pretty bad shape. Then it was me in the bed, not Hugh. I remember feeling scared, I never liked hospitals to begin with. I had to escape from the hospital. So I unhooked myself from the drips and tried to walk out the room. But I was feeling weak and unable to move myself with ease. I was struggling to stay upright and dragging my body everywhere. I couldn't find the way out as I wandered though the dark labyrinth that was the hospital. Everything was dark and I think the colours were a dull wash of what they should be. My heart was pounding and my body was slowly being paralysed with fear, I was so scared, I kept whimpering "I'm scared, I'm really scared, I'm really fucking scared".

Then I saw a nurse at the end of a hallway. She was young, slim and petite, with short blonde hair. She stood out of the bleak surrounding as she looked clean. She looked at me emotionless, but she had a calming, reassuring aura about her. As if everything was going to be ok. She came towards me, I was still whimpering like a scared child, but the whimpers got quieter and I calmed down a bit. Without saying a word she guided me back to my bed. I was still babbling about being scared. Without battering an eyelid the nurse tucked me in my bed and I soon returned to slumber.

I then woke up. In the real world I noticed that I had an hour left on my alarm. So I fell back to sleep. And I had another dream...

I was in a factory late in the night. It must have been some sort of nightshift because all the other workers I was working with were going home because their hours were up. The factory was essentially a huge warehouse with some machines, girders, stacked boxes, walkways, that kind of stereotypical setup. As I said it was the nightshift, all the lights were off and there was darkness everywhere, short of some faint moonlight that shone through the window. And I was all alone. Except I wasn't. There was something in the warehouse with me. I don't know what, but I could feel something was there with me, watching me, messing with my head. All through the nightshift I was on edge, trying to find the thing that was watching me.

The hours seemed to take forever. Then in the darkness somebody walked out. It was a woman, in fact a woman that I knew from work [called Miss A for the purpose of this dream]. She greeted me cheerfully, saying that she was on the nightshift too. But it was not her that was hiding in the darkness, I know it wasn't her, I swear. But no matter, our shift was over, it was dawn and we could see the sunrise. Miss A and I cuddled for a bit before we drove off back to her apartment [which bear in mind I have not been to in real life, so I don't know what it looks like]. We got to her house, cuddled some more, kissed for a while, then she broke away and said that we were having guests over to watch some films, and that no one should know what we were doing. Reluctantly I agreed. The guests shortly arrived; it was a guy that I knew from work [called Mr B] and some other guy that I don't remember. Then suddenly we were at a huge videostore looking for DVDs. Now at this point there were some titles that I clearly remember looking at, but I can't remember what they were now. They all fictional, films that don't actually exist. I wish I can remember what they were.

Suddenly, ala dream-scene-transition that we cannot explain, we were back at Miss A's apartment and watching the films. This is where I noticed that Mr B was getting a little too close to Miss A. I started to get jealous. I huddled up to Miss A's feet on the floor to get any scraps of affection but to no avail. Some other stuff happened as well but I can only remember the next bit, which feature my old Senior School and P.E. It was the huge hall, which now could hold hundreds more people than it could actually physically hold. We were all standing in rows and were doing some workout routines, one which required us to may on our bellies. This is were I saw yet another guy I knew from work. And he was really friendly [I mean he's a good guy normally, it's just that because of his work position he can act like a bit of a hard-ass sometimes. It happens]. We got to chatting during the workout. Then he slapped the back of my hand for a bit of fun. So to tell him off I slapped him on his forehead and gave him a warning.

Then I woke up and realised I had to be at work.

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Analysis time, from Dreammoods.com

Hospital

To see a hospital in your dream, symbolizes your need to heal or improve your physical or mental heath. You need to get back to the flow of everyday life.

Scared

To dream that you are scared, indicates that you are experiencing self-doubt and feelings of incompetence. You may be feeling a lack of control. Anger often masquerades as fear, so also consider issues about which you are angry about in your waking life.

Nurse

To see a nurse in your dream, denotes that you need to be taken care of and a time of healing, either mentally, physically or spiritually.

Factory

To dream that you are at a factory, represents repetitious thinking and old way of doing things. It is symbolic of predictability and unchanging habits.

Warehouse

To see a warehouse in your dream, represents stored energy or hidden resources. They also refer to memories. You may also be putting your ambitions and goals on hold.

Night

To have a dream that takes place at night, represents some major setbacks and obstacles in achieving your goals. There are some issues in your life that you are facing that are not too clear. You should put the issues aside so you can clear your head before coming back to it.

Darkness

To dream that darkness comes upon you, signifies failure in work you may attempt. Darkness is synonymous with the ignorance, unconscious, evil, death, and fear of the unknown. You will overcome your failure if the sun breaks through the darkness. To dream that you cannot find someone in the darkness, signifies that you need to keep your temper in check. You have the tendency to let your emotions get out of control and lose your temper. To dream that you are lost in the darkness, denotes feelings of desperation, depression, or insecurity. To dream that you are groping around in the darkness, symbolizes that you have insufficient information to make a clear decision. Do your research and do not rush into making choices.

Creatures

To see faceless creatures in your dream, indicates a situation you are refusing to see or confront, but are aware of it in some passive way. This dream also suggests that something in your life is bringing up feelings of fear and insecurities.

Woman

To see a woman in your dream, represents nurturance, passivity, caring nature, and love. It refers to your own female aspects or may also represent your mother. Alternatively, it may indicate temptation and guilt. If you know the woman, then it may symbolize the concerns and feelings you have about her.

Jealous

To dream that you are jealous of another person, signifies that such feelings may be carried over from your waking life This dream may reveal you unconscious feelings of jealousy toward that particular person. Alternatively, it represents your vulnerability and your fear of intimacy. You need to work on self-love and acknowledging your self-worth.

I guess that it means that I need to get my head sorted out, that I'm not in a happy place. Rest up, try and straighten myself out and get back on track with life. Which, I guess, makes sense.

Posted at: 0:41 AM